Now as I stand here, a man here
Not a perfect one, but a searching one
Seek in another, blazing time
Sound crazy but I'm actually tryin to escape my mind
Tryna erase in time
but hoping that you didn't notice
When i was at my lowest
Although I knew they was watching, I couldn't stop it
So many things I wanted to accomplish
Too many dreams, wasted with no promise
From out the darkness I struggle to see the light
Rumble deep in the night
Hustlin with all of my might here
Some won't see it that way
But us is given praise
But all of them will prayin'
That I did it my way
In the event of my demise
when my heart can beat no more
I hope I die for a princeple
Or a belief that I have lived for
I will die before my time
Beacause I feel the shadow's depth
So much I wanted to acomplish
Before I reached my death
I have come to grips with the possibility
And wiped the last tear from my eyes
I loved all who were positive
In the event of my demise

Take the Magic: The Gathering 'What Color Are You?' Quiz.

What i'm doing doesn't mean it is what i will become, it only means it is what i'm doing, and i'm becoming whatever i set out to be.

When the music chances, so does the dance.

Why always follow your own plans, why not break all your rules, throw away your principles, lock down your inner voice, go out of your mind, live life like youve never lived it, do all that you never thought was possible, explore, go nuts, and after that, decide what happiness is.
No person can live without a proper vent, and anything can be a vent, aslong as you can put all your frustrations, insanity and excessive energy into it.
Go get exhausted, get totally worn down, so you feel alive, break yourself apart, build yourself up, break it down again, you cant make a person without trial and error, not even yourself.
so go trial, and go error, go fail, fall, and crawl back up, cause in the end, goddamn it's all worth it. You might even live a shorter life, might not grow as old as some want you to be, but it's your life, and a life needs to be lived, not to be taken as a glass ball, which must never be damaged or dropped. o no, drop it a lot of times, smash it into the ground, get back the pieces, and make something else, be creative, be yourself, and never let anyone get you down.
Do only what you want to do, you don't have to listen to other people's rambling, let them talk, let them think, cause your life is about you, and no other. Do what makes you happy, what makes you smile, make yourself happy, and try to get some others to hop along while you're at it.
Cause it doesn't matter how many times you fall, remember that you can always get yourself back up, no matter how steep the cliff, or how deep the fall, push yourself to do the unimaginable, the unthinkable, be original, go be you!
Don't ever talk yourself out of something, don't talk yourself down, go talk yourself up instead, get some confidence, be happy with who you are, cause you are one of a kind, and only you know who you are.
So live, enjoy, smile and go nuts.

Make your life worth living.



''Cause when the music chances, so does the dance.''

Genghis Khan

''I am the punishment of God,
if you had not commited great sins,
God would not have sent a punishment like me upon you.''

For all the people on X

1 year of school, and then off to america