zondag 3 januari 2010

Devour

I live of other people's emotions. Without emotions to feed on, i am dead, as dead as the people 6 feet under, difference is, my heart beats, maybe not a certain beating but it still is beating, and i still breath, which i forget to do now and then.
i devour emotions, suck m dry till there is nothing left, and leave behind a pile of old, empty alive corpses.
If there was a way to change back into the human i once was i would, but i know to much now, there is no going back, only going forward, keep on walking into the abyys i went to dig years ago, and still am. This dark cold abyss will be my undoing, but i am content with that. I can not live the lives all of you do, i would rather commit suicide than become a slave. My pride is too big for that, way way way too big.

my body is heated, but my soul is cold, ice and icecold, i can't give a fuck about you people, i'll be satisfied when you all are rotting away 6 feet under, and i will be there to spit on your graves fucking bastards.

If i had 1 wish, it would be to let all of you die, cleanse this world of you rotten species, and i will smile while doing so, an honest smile.
Fuck all you bitches, say what you want, think what you want, but i will be the last one left.


Moogle

vrijdag 1 januari 2010

Love

I found my true love, of that i am certain. The way she looks, touches, is... not even my imagination could top a woman like that. I'll stick with her till my lasst breath.
i've felt something tonight, and it was love, love so pure i could hardly grasp she was here with me.
For you, I love you, as much as i possibly can, and i will not stop doing so.
You are my one and only, and nobody can change that mindset.

My mind is only doing 1 thing nowadays, and that is screaming: I LOVE YOU!
you might not hear it, but it is there, and i can't hear anything else anymore.