zondag 4 april 2010

nobody

*Knock-knock*
"Who's there?"
"Me.. Do you remember me? The boy that had never loved or been loved before. The boy that only knew hate in his life. The boy that had this load on his prawny shoulders, which won't last. The boy that only trusted hisself, and always had his third eye fixated on the ones that mentioned they were worthy of trust. The boy that has been betrayed more times then not. The boy that never wanted to live. The boy that only had wishes to have as his own. The boy that never truly lived, but only in his fantasies. The boy that cherishes his dreams, for they are his escape. The boy that never took advice. The boy that never read a word, but only read the hand that wrote it. The boy that never looked, but only saw. The boy that saw through everything, and had hard times believing what he saw. The boy that could only see lies and betreyal, but never saw the good. The boy that knew deep in his heart that he never was truly fully human. The boy that was always fighting demons atleast three times the size of him. The boy that had bend so many times, and almost broke to many times, but never fully broke. The boy that had always been underappreciated for his deeds, and underappreciated for his words. The boy that always thought he could have the world, failing to see the world was taking him. The boy that could never take his loss, and only lost and always failed to win. The boy that knew too much for his own good, and saw that it will be his undoing. The boy that hardly had thoughts of his own. The boy which mind was controlled by many, but he wasn't part of the many. The boy that never wanted to grow up, for he knew way too well what that meant. The boy that will always be a kid, but never was one. The boy that saw past, present and future as one, but got lost in it. The boy that always hoped there was an easy way out..."

"O boy, how much i long to hold you one more time, and to tell you it will all be allright, that it was never your fault, and that you should stop blaming yourself."
"For these tears i am crying, are only for you."
"Kid, i still love you..."

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